♥ January 22, 2010
wtf! just saw a video posted by a friend of mine regarding a china bitch torturing and killed process of a poor little cat. fuck off! ain't stray animals living thing too? retribution will fall on you china bitch! after watching the video, and now, there are stray cats down-stair fighting. stray animals are just so adorable and pity. sometimes, there's people who sick-treats them. come on! think! what if you're the one being treated this way! how will you feel? you don't feel good either right? animals also have feeling. their blood flowing, heart pumping, organs functioning, feeling hungry, sad, angry, just like how we humans live, and just that they can't communicate with us. living things is still living things after all. it's still a precious life.
in times, people have to go through hardship before they can be awake. thinking through " why did i do this and that in the first place? " and only regretful when they encounter. just like me. i had been going thorough the process of feeling guilty after doing things that i will feel regretful. the feeling is so strong that tears can be uncontrollable. but live still have to go on. i just have to remind myself not to repeat the same old mistakes again. but sometimes, things are beyond our control. what we think and what we do often don't relate. life is cruel. nothing is perfect in this world.
so we got to cherish what we have. be grateful for what you have. don't be envy of others of what you don't have while others have. what you don't have might be because of your previous life? though i don't know actually if doing good deeds will have repay, but helping people sometimes, we ourselves will feel happier.
hao ren you hao bao.
i love my families;
i love my friends;
i love my life;
i love my place;
i love my school;
i love my pets;
i love stray animals;
i love those elderly;
we have to try loving things around us. love the bad and good points of every single things. but in the first place, love yourselves before people can loves you.
and of course, pity those people that are unfortunate. help people who are in need.
this is how i can feel better.
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3:25 AM
♥ January 1, 2010
a brand new year is here.
happy 2010!!!
enjoy partying and the craziness people!
first post of the year.
firstly, what i am going to do is.......
happy 21st birthday to WenQi.Jan =) finally you reached this stage.
and, i am home staying instead of being outside with friends celebrating, partying.
this isn't the kind of lifestyle i used to have. omg! all changing~
but, it's a good experience too :D
school reopening in 3 days.
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2:54 AM
♥ December 29, 2009
another day just tick off in a blink. had been staying home the whole day watching show and munching on chips. i bet this term break, it's time for me to put on some weight on my not enough fat's face. and of course, i am so scare that my tummy is gaining weights too! omg! that's just damn scary T.T
cruel temptation is going into climax right now. oh man! i hate timid and bastard guy! only know how to spend father's money and brainless. omg! seriously, is there really guy out there like him? fuck!
ahhhhhhhhhh~ i want to go out!
thinking of where to enjoy but don't wish to spend too much. oh man! this is damn frustrating! and, my mind is in a whirl now!
2 more days to a brand new year.
a brand new me.
that's what i hope.
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12:00 AM
♥ December 28, 2009
it's already this kind of moment. 28 december 2009! 3 more days before another year starts counting. as usual, i would say a year of time just tick off in a moment of time. currently, i am having my 2 weeks term break and one week just passed. haven't been doing much thing except tuesday and thursday usual training in school, monday celebrated zonghui's 19th birthday and lastly ton through the night at a friend house.
life is still as usual. i wouldn't say i have any up and downs as life is kind of dull sometimes. though holidays we can slack through the day without facing any reports, tests, assignments, lab work and lectures, but it's too boring having to go out play around and spend away hard-earned money on rubbish stuffs. schooling and holidays have its pros and cons. how i wish now, school to starts somehow.
omg! why can't people just get satisfy with things they have now rather than feeling the heartache when it's gone. humans are all selfish and fickle-minded. and i am one of how they react too. that's human.
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2:04 AM
♥ December 23, 2009
weather is damn cold today!
training on tuesday, which means awhile ago only, was fun! recently training session with mr teo is damn fun! awesome! though it's tiring, but no one will get neglected. he gave a thought for people who are not in the main 7 peoples. mr teo rocks! =)
and of course, bec, who partnered me everytime rocks too! team-ing up with her is fun. among those people that i partner before, i felt most comfortable with her man.
perhaps i see some small improvements in myself. plus the encouragement she gave, giving me the confident, i find that perhaps i can do it too, if i put in more efforts.
anyway, celebrated zhihao's birthday just now. just a simple surprised birthday cake. and i guess he was really surprised by us. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
and, regina is persuading me to club tomorrow. hais!
and photos cannot be uploaded as my adapter is faulty!!! T.T
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2:09 AM