♥ May 31, 2009
alright. i am having thermo test tomorrow. seriously, it suck! other than the first topic, the rest is driving me to the corner leaving no spaces left to breathe. despite the shortage of time, i am still here to blog. i should be crazy! HAHAHA!
anyway, i went for a short run yesterday. having slight ache all over the leg and my back! at least my mind is shut-down during the period of time. letting it to rest. i really need tons of rest! recently had been so stress and tiring. my determination is getting more and more weaker. i need more motivation.
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♥ May 30, 2009
alright. here comes another weekend. time flies so fast that another 5 days of school draw to an end. next week is already the 7th week, which means that i had already attended 6 weeks of school. few more weeks to break and start preparing for the common test. ahhhh!
school is really tough! insufficient of sleep, not being able to eat properly, tons of things to be completed, weekly quiz/tests are driving me to grave! i am finding my wrist getting more and more bony. seems like a twist, and it would break into half. >.<
anyway, we have sorted out things. but, i still need more time. i felt a little awkward :)
i am timid when it come to facing someone after having conflicts/misunderstanding.
ohyah! happy 20th birthday weizong monster!!! :)
and happy 23th birthday shaoxin :)
beautiful lesbian :)
my all-time on standby cam-whored buddy!
danial!
RALPHY! he used to be soooooo cuteeeee! :P
beautiful lesbian :)
jiamin!!!!
and, i have a list of movies whereby i need to complete :)
=) Blood: the last vampire. (4th June)
=) The ghosts of Girlfriends Past (11th June)
=) Drag me to hell (11th June)
=) Hannah Montana the movie (18th June)
=) Transformers: revenge of the fallen (24th June)
=) Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs (2nd July)
the feeling sucks!
it felt so awful in times when narrow-minded occur!
the uneasiness, don't know when, who and where it is.
it doesn't mean the way the person thought it is.
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♥ May 26, 2009
alright. my long awaited 100th post :)
finally, things are getting smoother after long. but there is still things which is not going smoothly. i don't really wish to state, but those who understand me might understand what i really wish to say. it's definitely not something about relationship.
i think you know who i mean too.
after reading through your blog, i understand something.
i didn't know what did i do to annoy you so much. i swear during the last part of training, i really can't managed to keep up. i was stress. i did not delibrately stop. i need time to adapt. but whenever you mention about wednesday, i was stress by you. i do not know how to face you.
i almost broke down after the reaction training. i cried because i was too stress. i don't dare to let you know. i tried my best to hold back the tears, so that you won't know. i really have the heart to train. but you don't see it. what shall i do?
i don't wish to use crying as a excuses.
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♥ May 24, 2009
alright. caught night at the museum 2 with weiming and hazhim. the show was okay, not really up to the expectatation i wished. but overall was okay :)
and, yesterday was weijian's 21st birhtday celebration! happy belated weijian!
don't know how many centuries passed before so many of us finally met out other than badminton at dover. had an agreement to head for dover on the 16th june :) finally!
i miss the fun! and also the people there! HAHAHAHA!
another week going to start, but i am still slacking around. initially was okay, and now worsen. the feeling wasn't that great. ahhhhh! quizzes coming up one by one! maths quiz is due today at 1159, and i haven't even attempted once, thermo e-learning i also haven't done anything too. why?!
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♥ May 23, 2009
alright. things are getting out of hand. school is giving lots of unsolved problems. everything in school seems to be so stress. i felt the tiredness accumulating in me. school starts only for a month and more, quiz, reports are driving me crazy and soon broke off.
insufficient of sleep, gastric pain are like rountines nowadays. seeing microsoft office is also another rountine of mine. i am tired, stress.
without standing at others point of view, things can't be straightened out. it's still forever there. no results can be seen. other than bursting everything out, i have no idea what can i do to clear off the burdens, stresses i felt. although it doesn't help much, but at least it does make a different :)
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♥ May 17, 2009
alright. i realise i should really update my blog frequently. it seems like an dead city when i enter the address attitudefreak0the-me.blogspot.com.
there's a someone who kept critsizing me, so i got no choice but to do some updates. yeah mr BAO? HAHAHA! nothing much for this whole week except that on friday, we caught angels & demons with some of my classmates at cathay. movie was rather okay but a little too naggy.
movie was done and we went for dinner at PS, walked around town and there we headed home.
i am lazy to upload so many photo. having some photo up should look more lively yeah? HEHE!
weekends were like resting home day due to the long hours i had to spend in school studying. that's really terrible. second year is getting tougher and more stressful. hopefully it will turn out well :)
and, i love my class! CPT0806-c3 rocks! <3
i know i am being kind of random, but it's true! if i were to compare, other classes might not be that bonding compare to us :)
actually, tons of overdue pictures need to be uploaded! but, dues to my laziness, it had been accumulating up and not even being uploaded. HEHE!
okay. i am being so random again. jumping topic here and there without links. HAHAHA!
without any activities queueing up, blog are so dead. i guess it had been a month or longer since i met up with the cliques. they didn't look me up, and i didn't too. so, it's getting more distant now.
how to salvate a broken relationship? how?!
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♥ May 6, 2009
alright. school had started for 3 weeks, and this week is drawing to an end too. recently, dues to insufficent sleep, school had been a pain and torture, and so concentration was totally out of control. at the same time, laptop is a must for my class everyday. despite the long hours of school, we still have the laptop burden clinging onto us.
oh school! spare us la hell bastard!
ohyah! happy sweet 18th daryl tham u jin! belated present for you alright :)
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♥ May 3, 2009
alright. i felt being in an whirlpool.
heading for suting's 21st birthday celebration tomorrow held at her place. meeting up huijun, ziyan, soomui and peihong.
hope siew wei likes the bag :)
i had fun with the girlfriends at yuki yaki on the labour day. followed by chit-chatting, cam-whoring and some small little game running on nearby the flyer. it had been sometimes since we head out. we missed the last train, so we took 3N home. head for the 24hours coffeeshop nearby cck bus interchange for supper. of course some gossiping too :)
i don't know what's going on again.
time and time my mind is running wild.
i know i shouldn't be thinking about it.
but...
i can't control.
two different world.
it started to pour. slowly bit by bit, stronger and stronger, and just so indescribably. it just explain how i feel right now. how i wish i did not heard things i shouldn't had. it's getting out of control.
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