it's all about attitude.

♥ July 26, 2009

alright. exam period is drawing nearer and nearer. i still have piles of schoolwork which need to be completed but still untouch. at the same time, i felt myself getting sick soon. there's so many things to do yet i wasn't in the right mood. i don't felt like doing anything except sitting down to rest. i am having slight aching over my leg and arm. perhaps the lack of exercising during the extended week causes my muscles to not being to adapt. HAHAHA! though training is back, but it crashes with so much stuffs. now, i am just hoping that i am able to withstand the stresses and tiredness.

though it ain't going to be easy, but i can't do anything but just take it.

LOVES
12:52 AM

♥ July 23, 2009

alright. schedule had been pretty tight recently. study and badminton. i need some personal time for breather without any activities, any stresses, any reports. we have tons of reports which need to be submitted within week 15 and 16. then week 17, we still have to mug for thermo last paper plus REE haven't had finalise whether when our paper will be held on. hey! this is so crazy. i need to sleep! i doesn't have sufficient rest for the past one week since school re-opens, and also my classmates too. i am now taking precaution so as illness does not cling onto me. LOL!

i got to drink lots of water and stay faraway from sick people. >.<

jiayou cuiwen! jiayou cp0806C3 :)

anyway, haven't been heading home with classmates recently. i felt so bad! not being to bond with them. and, i guess yesterday, i was a little attitude towards clement. re-calling it, i felt so bad. SORRY CLEMENT! though i doubt you will browse through blogs. LOL! :)

okay. i got to continue stuffing my meant to be dinner into my stomach before i turn in. T.T

damn it! i shouldn't have eaten that gigantic bowl of noodle in school just now! regretful!

LOVES
1:41 AM

♥ July 19, 2009

alright. tons of work needs to be completed.
HMT report, 2 FPM reports, SP powerpoint slides and report. hey! this is crazy okay. right after common test, we still have so much things need to be completed. then week 15 we have presentation for SP, week 16 thermo paper plus week 17 ree paper. holy-crap!
anyway, next week, i will be officially in the team. hope it won't be like last year again. in and suddenly trial and gone. HAHAHA!
i have bunch of nice team-mates :)

i am not in the mood to do anything. i need to sort out my thinking before things turn out unexpectedly. questions asked, but i have no idea why i am acting abnormally. perhaps, just let it be...

LOVES
1:45 AM

♥ July 16, 2009

alright. seriously, i didn't know what to say too.

things really ain't going the way it should go. the moment i stepped into the house, daddy had bad news for me. perhaps it affects me more than it affect them. i don't wish to move. i am so used to the environment here. who knows what kind of life it is to move. it's not that i hate daddy or what. i do love him. but, i am really so annoyed by the way he does thing. he never spare a thought for granny and me but only for the sake of himself. i really dislike this kind of life he live.

i felt so despair. why would thing turn out this way?

anyway, today i have gotten all the results. i managed to pass my maths paper. i was so delighted! but the news from daddy really spoil the mood i have.

i really need to cool down alittle. brooding over it doesn't help much. though life still have to continue but please allow me to stay this way just for today, for now. i really hope time could freeze for now because i really love the way my life is.

i am starting to waver.

i am totally clueless in how you think.

the feeling of emptiness is filling up to the brim.

i have no one to confine in when things are getting out of reach.

where were you when i need you most?

you don't give a damn in how i feel.

so, do i still have to continue being a fool waiting?

i guess not anymore.

LOVES
11:29 PM

♥ July 11, 2009

alright. CT is over. finally can relax and chill a little.
during the CT period, other than books, it is still books. everyday have to stay up till 4am plus to finish up the remainder stuffs before i can set myself to bed.
but, finally it's over! :)
i can be happy for the time being. when the result is known, HAHAHA! that's different situation already. for sure, i will flunk my maths and fpm. fpm was really nonsense. can you imagine the whole of the lecture groups can't finish the paper? and the paper was a total rubbish. all killer questions! there is no question where i know how to do or even completed. i am in deep shit!

but, no matter how depressed we are, life still have to go on. earth is still turning and time wouldn't stop for us.
we went out for some mini-gathering named
"celebration for the failure of FPM" HAHAHA!
being with the class was funfunfun. we wanted to have pasta-mania at causeway point as kinah can only eat certain foods. we sat down when we reached, but after considering for minutes, they back-out and wanted to eat Seoul garden instead of pasta. fine. we took off and head for SG. but, the student offer ends at 4pm while the time we reached was nearly minutes to 5pm. so we settled at breeks since there's still student offers available and the price was reasonable.
dinner settled and we headed for some entertainment!
so lucky that time-zone was having a promotion of purchasing $20 and getting another free $20! :)
very worth it yeah? so, we forked out 2bucks each and played like crazy bunch :)

i went back to school for some sweat :)
it's been quite awhile since i last touches badminton. HAHAHA!
as usual MacDonald after playing and home sweet home.
later, heading for see goon's 21st celebration at a clubhouse somewhere near lakeside.
and badminton in school tomorrow afternoon. wan wen will be here to join me too :)
so long since we last played! looking forward to it.