♥ July 16, 2009
alright. seriously, i didn't know what to say too.
things really ain't going the way it should go. the moment i stepped into the house, daddy had bad news for me. perhaps it affects me more than it affect them. i don't wish to move. i am so used to the environment here. who knows what kind of life it is to move. it's not that i hate daddy or what. i do love him. but, i am really so annoyed by the way he does thing. he never spare a thought for granny and me but only for the sake of himself. i really dislike this kind of life he live.
i felt so despair. why would thing turn out this way?
anyway, today i have gotten all the results. i managed to pass my maths paper. i was so delighted! but the news from daddy really spoil the mood i have.
i really need to cool down alittle. brooding over it doesn't help much. though life still have to continue but please allow me to stay this way just for today, for now. i really hope time could freeze for now because i really love the way my life is.
i am starting to waver.
i am totally clueless in how you think.
the feeling of emptiness is filling up to the brim.
i have no one to confine in when things are getting out of reach.
where were you when i need you most?
you don't give a damn in how i feel.
so, do i still have to continue being a fool waiting?
i guess not anymore.
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11:29 PM