went for the training just now. i don't know why playing with yl was okay but not with the girls. i don't understand. no conversation with them for sure. i totally have no idea what to talk to them. i can communicate with my classmates, but not them. why? 

i felt boring. =.= nevermind. what done is done. HAHAHA! then went to macdonalds for dinner. don't really have appetite. i can't even finish a burger, and fries was left almost half-full too. 

i find that i am still very low standard compared to them. HAIS! then yl said that after the nyp open, i am officially one of them. BUT, i have no confidence at all. having such low standard, and i am still thinking of getting in with his help. the feeling sucks to the core! hope everything will be fine after few trainings. :)

anyway, got back the HMT quiz paper. i passed! damn delighted! though sheila told me that i pass as sufi saw my paper. but, i don't believe at all! i didn't expect myself to pass that paper. HEHE! teacher told me that he thought i will do well for the paper. i thought i can too! but my understanding towards one of the question was totally cannot make it. >.<>

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