♥ March 4, 2009
alright. it just been few days since i last blog. actually, i have tons of time to do updating. but my hands and brain are just too lazy to click on
blogger.com although the laptop is on, but only for use of gaming and video-ing. it's been a week since my vacation starts. i haven't got any job opportunities for the time moment. but, at least i have a back-up of IT-fair promoter for the upcoming one under digital-Asia "compacq".
as time is bad, so i shouldn't be picky over part-time job right? at least there's some income for me to spend as during holidays. no pocket money is given, and i felt so ashamed to sketch out my hand towards my daddy or granny to ask for money. i am hitting 21 and still asking for money, is just like a unfilial daughter/grand-daughter. so better source for jobs right now :)
anyway, i had been slacking home since the vacation starts, which means it's last Tuesday 24th February. after the paper ended, we stayed over for awhile to celebrate cheesiong and weishan's belated 19th birthday cum jiamin's 19th advanced birthday. then we decided to head for northpoint, which is located at yishun, for lunch and arcade :)
i guess our stay in the arcade was like 2 hours and longer? i have no idea time passes so fast that i did not even notice. HAHAHA! i guess when one is having fun, they themselves won't notice anything except fully concentrating on what he/she is doing.
other than Tuesday, the only day i went out was on Friday, which was on the 27th February to attend rein's 22nd birthday. that day wasn't a very fulfilling day for me. i seriously wasn't enjoying much dues to some conflict. that person might not had know that the words coming out from their mouth is actually something which a person who never ever think before anything shoots out from the mouth. hello?! please do think before you talk? giving advices which i know is better for the other party don't sounds wrong right? but i guess everything i said is rubbish. so, i will not interfere with anything anymore. i really hope that no more outing with couples happens again. i swear for sure that i won't attend any outing with couples which i detest!
if you happen to see this entry, i am so sorry then. i don't give a damn too! what i care about is not you but the one beside you everytime! seriously, although it happened days ago, coming to think of it make me mad! i don't know why i would encourage someone so close to me to jump into a trap when you know that it is a trap. the result i see before and after is so much different. the one so close to me seems like she's disappearing as time passes. she don't contact me so often anymore, asking me for company anymore. other than something urgent, then the phone will ring.
it changes so much. although you said that "friendship meant more to you than relationship" but in conclude, it will never outfight relationship no matter what. so our almost 11 years of friendship can't outfight someone less than half a year?
oh, anyway, i had been watching dragonball Z for the time being. even though this anime is something i should had watched during my primary school period, but i did not. so i am trying to cover back my childhood. :)
come to think of it, do i have childhood? my memories before primary 5 seems like hell to me. i don't remember any happiness but only miserable moment.
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